Saturday, 12 September 2009

Middas 12th Heartfire

I was out all night. 
I am not tired. 
Instead I just feel weak. 
Worse than when I suffered from the illness, but I do not feel ill. 
Now I am sat in the chapel in Bruma. 
There is no one here. 
I can feel eyes on me. 
A hidden presence radiates its disgust and hatred towards me. 
I will not succumb to its pressures. 
I need to close more Oblivion gates. 
The thought of the fires terrifies me. 
I have not eaten since I was at Weynon. 
I am not hungry. 
I am not well. 
I am not aware. 
I may see what the mages have to say about my condition. 
Tonight.